Another Heartfelt Confession

I know Drew probably won't see this again but I need to get it off of my chest.

I don't think it's possible for anyone to hate Drew Chadwick, not that I've witnessed any bashing/hate with my own eyes. But even if there are people who dislike him, it's only because he does good things. People get hate for doing the right stuff, right?

I'm not even gonna talk about possible hate (and the people who doesn't like him for his looks? I think.) My intention is to let you, Drew, know that you are very much loved. And I'm saying this on behalf of all the other proud Emblems.

We LOVE you. Personally, you've been such a help for me going through each day of my life even though you're probably unaware of it. I don't think you remember my last blog on how you inspired me to be better. But I wrote that with all my heart and sincerity. You saved me, sort of. And I used to hate myself for how I look and for what I don't have. But you changed that.

To say that it completely change my life would be putting it too much. It didn't literally change me, although it did make me better than I was the day before. Change takes time, I believe. And with you always encouraging, I know one day I will be much better. Sometimes, it takes something to happen that would leave a big impact in your life, to make you realize something. And usually that happens when it's too late. I feared that happening. So I keep trying everyday.

I have to thank you so much. I don't really know how to explain it, but thank you so, so much. It all started when I took interest in you and the band. I realized that you aren't just a group of talented people for our entertainment, but also people who have a great cause in your lives. Like you, someone who wants people to be better because you went through a phase when it was hard and you tell us that you made it through and that it has made you a better person. I appreciate you sharing with us your story, and it tells me that if you can survive it, I can too. So thank you.

I'm sure I'm not the only one who feels this way. The other Emblems as well as myself are so thankful to you and the boys.

And I want to tell you now that if you ever need anyone, all of us have your backs. And I want you to know that you are so loved, and I love you so much that sometimes I just cry because you're such a beautiful person. You really, really need to know that.

So, I hope if you get to read this, know that we Emblems are so proud of you guys and we love you so much. Our support for you is endless. We witnessed your climb, and we know you're going even higher.

Love,
Madarina (@DrewGandhi)

And of course, the awesome and amazing Emblems