DREW, THANK YOU.

OKAY. So firstly, Drew probably wouldn't even see this because you know, he's got like 7545678x mentions per second. But I'm gonna keep up hope anyway. So don't judge. <3

AND, Drew, you probably don't even have the time to read this but if you do I am SO thankful that you took a few minutes of your time to.

Ok. Hi. :) 

Where do I even begin? I saw just one sentence the other day on my old school book. It says: 'Write about someone who inspires you.' And know what? I instantly thought of you. It may not be that much of a deal, but when something you do actually changes a person's life, it's just really amazing. 

I don't regret but I don't like what I did for the past 17 years of my life. I judge, I hate and I don't accept who I really was. Whenever I see someone I dislike merely because she/he has something I don't, or that they just annoy me, I hate on them. And I judge. I judge most of the time. I hate the girls in my school because they're pretty. I hate a lot. And now, thinking back, I almost regret it because hating is not worth my time. But I don't regret it because it was my past and I accepted it. Mistakes. 

But before that I saw your audition with the guys. And I became an instant fan. I mean, you guys are so talented. But later on I created twitter and found your accounts and started following you. And in those times I know of you guys to have good personalities. And good hearts. And funny. And especially you, Drew, seriously, if I'm not wrong you started #TeamInspire. At first, I was just interested because I just wanted to get noticed by you. I made that fan art and you replied me. YOU REPLIED ME. I couldn't sleep that night and I wanted to scream but my neighbors would sue me. 20th Oct. Forever remembered. 

From then on, though, I realized that it wasn't just about getting noticed. I saw your retweets and all those inspiring words people sent to you. And I decided that I want to change. I want to be as awesome as you are. I want to be inspiring. I want to inspire people like you do. And every morning I tell myself that I'm a part of the team and I doodle #TeamInspire on my notebooks during free times at school because it kept me smiling and pushed me to be stronger. This may sound huge, but it helped me survive my everyday. 

I actually stopped hating without even realizing it. I don't judge anymore. I ignored the girls who once I hated before. I wasn't a better person when I hate on them. I just stopped with negativity. And sometimes, I get a really bad week, but on the Sunday it was sunny and my stepfather was smiling and my mom was, as always, looking so happy that I thought to myself, this week was just another hard time, I survived it, I can survive next week. And I tell myself that everyday. I've never felt any happier. 

I know I'm only 17, and if God lets, my future might still be a long way to go and I'm aware that there will so many obstacles waiting for me as I go forward and chase my dreams. I will try as best as I can to be strong and face any problems in my way. And I tell you today, that I am almost positively sure that one day, you'll see my name on a cover of a book. And from then, I will continue to inspire people. And I want to help them like you helped me. 

And OMG I'm wasting your time now, aren't I? I'm sorry. I just really wanted to thank you for what you do. I never really paid attention to anyone with the same intention as you do but I paid attention to you (because you know, you're attractive and all that you're not only attractive but inspiring too) and that one night I just really couldn't sleep and thought things through. And I'm sure it's not only me. There so many other fans that you've really inspired. On my timeline I see them posting all the inspirational words and we're all like; 'Don't hate. Remember what the boys taught us.' The boys meaning you and Wes and Keaton and Kenny and Kyle, obvi.

SO THANK YOU VERY MUCH FOR CHANGING ME. And I hope you're healthy now. I'm praying for Wes, Keats, Kenny and Kyle and your health and luck. May you succeed one day.

And I imagined once telling my children about how awesome you guys were and I hope that generation still know you and make you their inspiration. Because, really, you truly, amazingly, inspire people.

There's something I wanted to say but now I forgot because rumor has it you and Paige are dating. Hahahaha. Okay, ignore that. LOVE YOU.

I remember now. I want to get a tattoo that says #TeamInspire or 'Drew Chadwick Inspires Me' but my parents would be pissed. So much they would actually disown me. I might get one though, after I'm 18. <3 And one day when I get a follow from you, I swear I will shout out to the world. Thank you.

Okay, I'll stop bugging you now. But I'm glad I got to let it all out and I really, really hope you would read this. I'm talking crap it's midnight and I'm soo sorry. KBye.

P.S: Did I mention that I fell in love with Gandhi because of you? 

You must be the change you wish to see in the world. - Mahatma Gandhi

Love, 

Your No.1 fan/ Rina (@DrewGandhi/@EmblematixSG)